sorry long time not updating this blogs until today I was instant reminded by feeling. Oh no!!! my blogs was leaved behind. so pity... but never mind, bcoz during this period which I unable to updating my blogs, actually i'm looking for new experiences, new kind of livings or thought & steps to against the wall of time in front of me.. challenging one by one to figure out what make me be like this? Long stories!!! better stop here & continue tomorrow then..